>>393372Akhi the assyrians didn't use a writing system that assigned multiple sound values to one glyph (as ayn and ghayn would have been assigned to the ayn/undotted ghayn glyph before the widespread adoption of dots in the modern arabic script). Because of this the idea that the words "gharb" and "arab" are related is unlikely. On top of that the undotted abjad system was really only used for a brief period of time. Before that we used a variety of scripts, none of which employed dots to distinguish between glyphs. Furthermore the point (that some of the arabs were a settled people) that you're using this weak etymological argument to prove can be better and more easily proven by appealing to archaeology. Look at Petra or Palmyra (Tadmur in Arabic). On top of that you can find tombs in the desert of Jordan that are much older than the roman empire's presence in Jordan with inscriptions written in Arabic.
With that out of the way I have to say I'm surprised you see yourself as colored since no Arab I've ever met in al-sharq al-awsat has referred to themselves that way. The fact that your from Europe may explain it. I'd suggest that you think of yourself in terms of the identity that actually affects your life in some material way (in the case that identity is arab) as opposed to some silly wide tent identity that was cooked up in western universities.
Rejecting Marxism simply because it's western is an obvious symptom of an inferiority complex. The prophet told us to seek wisdom, even in China. You should follow his example. If you read Arabic read this.
[spoiler]also race hate of any kind is really cringe just give that up man[/spoiler]