>>117465 >>117490 >>117493You will never be a socialist.
You will never be a real socialist. You have no theory, you have no praxis, you have no vodka. You are a revisionist man twisted by Reddit and Twitter into a crude mockery of philosophy’s perfection.
All the “validation” you get is two-faced and half-hearted. Behind your back workers mock you. Your parents are disgusted and ashamed of you, your “friends” dry-heave about your ghoulish semi-Blairite positions behind closed doors.
Working men are utterly repulsed by you. Decades of betrayal have allowed proles to sniff out frauds with incredible efficiency. Even electoral roaders’ screeds that “pass” as radical look uncanny and inauthentic when given a second look. Your bone-headed argument structure is a dead giveaway. And even if you manage to get a drunk guy to agre with you, he’ll turn tail and bolt once he’s sober and actually thinks for a second about your diseased, infected politics.
You will never be happy. You queef out a phony “comrades” every single evening and tell yourself it’s going to be ok, but deep inside you feel the depression creeping up like a weed, ready to crush you under the unbearable weight.
Eventually it’ll be too much to bear - you’ll buy some stocks, bury your nose in a mountain of cocaine, and die from an overdose. Your parents will find you, heartbroken but relieved that they no longer have to live with the unbearable shame and disappointment. They’ll throw you in a pit, and every passerby for the rest of eternity will know a social-fascist is composting there. Your body will decay and go back to the dust, and all that will remain of your legacy is a skeleton with an absent spine.
This is your fate. This is what you chose. There is no turning back.